the attention seeking unnerves me.
the appeasement...the inability to think for yourselves or speak for yourselves or be true to yourselves. the desire to swim around in the muck with them. I just want to float on like dandelion seeds, land where I may, maybe inspire something to blossom, to grow. I want to love people but not falsely. I want validation... but for something more meaningful. that I am trying to be good, that I am striving, that we are not wasting our lives basing the very essence of them on who we know, what we know, or what we're doing....but on how were changing for the better, growing, helping and loving.